lifesong.

Heh. This is the weekend before term test and as usual. Dread kicks in as usual. I did a bit of studying today as well as havin fun celebrating Seline's B'dae. ^-^ But fun's over till thursday when my exams end and we get a break of one week which will be absolutely filled with project work . Oh joy. I juz can't wait. Anyways it's been a while since i've been self-reliant. Heh. Guess it was all a dream. Let me add... A dream i didn't wanna wake up from. But well. Reality alwaz kicks in yeah? =) And reality is harsh... So harsh . Let's just hope i can do well for my exams...And be self-reliant. Wonder whether i still have it in me or whether i'm become to dependent on my frenz? Well... It's a good test to see what i'm made off. And then i'll just take it step by step from there once again...=) And somehow... I WILL MAKE IT .

Hello! I'm finally back. Haaha... Well... Both Christmas and the New Year is over and we're now in 2005. =) And there's only one darn word to describe it. Busy And i don't like it. LOl. haix. I'm still missing last sem's class pretty badly although i guess i'm better adjusted now. And i changed my hp no. But the stooopid SIM card is giving me problems. I guess i better go change it. And i FINALLY got my MuVo V200 . Yay!! Since my blog is kinda dead i decided to update since we're not doing anything much now. Surprisingly i didn't make any New Year resolutions. But i shall give this year my best shot and tat includes: 1) Doin' well in my studies. 2) B-A-L-A-N-C-E. 3) Drawing closer to God 4) And try to be consistent in my walk with God . Nevertheless i'm reallie starting to really dislike school. Especially the subjects taught this sem. Higher level subs taught in shorter levels of time for M-A-X-I-M-UM stress levels. Bl...