lifesong.

Heyo. Wow...I can't believe it's only a week since I posted an entry because it feels like it's been forever. Sometimes time goes so fast that I feel like screaming "STOP!" and then there're other times that time crawls by and you wish it'd hurry up. lol. Well...The last week has been really really stressful. What with projects due and of course our final year presentation... But that's over. It wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. So for that I really thank God . Because I know I couldn't have done it without Him . =) I haven't been going to church as much as I would like to since there's so much to do (including exams on Monday *sweatdrop*) so I've taken to praying before I sleep, on the bus and when I'm just generally walking along the road to the bus stop, to school or someplace and the beauty of His creation never feels to amaze me. =) Especially when I see the wind move through the trees and scatter the leaves on the si...

Well. Today had lotsa fun. But alternatively been very stressed. It's been a long time since I've been pushed to my breaking limit...or been this close to snapping. I also realized that i'm super spoilt . haiz . I just hope that people who've seen me will not base who I am as a person just on one encounter because lately I just haven't been myself. I think I've been somewhat irrational due to all the pressure. hey. it's not easy being me okay. I'm not perfect . At times I fall and I struggle to pick myself up. i don't have everything all together. I don't. At this point, I want to thank 3 very special people who've been listening to most of my worries, fears and insecurities and who love me for me . It's something I've learnt to treasure because I don't have anything to prove to them and they accept me for who I am, warts and all. I've very thankful for all of you and I'm looking forward to having more good times.=) Tha...

Stress doesn't even come close to what I'm feeling now. Seriously.

Heyo. Lately I seem to have alot on my mind. For one thing, it's just been project after project. But it's Final Year so yeah, I *kind of* expected it. Well... It's down to the last few weeks... Haha. So I'm relieved but worried at the same time. I'm also toying with the idea of making my blog private cos well... I don't really feel comfortable with writing lotsa stuff here. Yeah. Sure, I know it's my blog so I technically have the right to write whatever I want to write. But somehow I don't feel like posting what's on my heart or anything like that...So it actually defeats the purpose of me having this blog. lol. Oh well. I guess I'll think about it.