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What do you do when reality kicks in but you have a ton of work to do? you just buckle down and get to WORK. Nevermind that you feel lousy that you can't even lift a finger and all you do is just want to cry and cry and cry. You just get up off the floor and work. Push everything away and just work. At least I'm still *barely* functioning. My eyes are swollen and puffy from crying. I knew I couldn't go. I told myself it didn't matter. Put it out of my mind. Cracked jokes. Smiled cheerfully. But now it does matter. It really really DOES matter. I would give anything to go . Anything. But it still doesn't matter. I know I can't. I should stop being so spoilt. I haven't felt this bad since 2002. Seriously. That was a long time ago. It's true. You never know how much something truly means to you until it's taken away.

This is it folks. Crunch time. AAAAAAARRRRGGGGHHH! I'm like SO STRESSED. We have projects, proposals, reviews and drafts due all next weeek!!!! Aaargh! I'm like so dead . I have NO IDEA how I'm gonna complete everything. At least I finished most of my pyschology tests so that's under control. Got a journal to hand in tomorrow but that seems pretty okay. Next week is gonna be hellish. I haven't started anything for next week! Aargh. And the irony of it is that next week everyone heads off to camp. *sniff* Now I know for sure I'm definitely not gonna make it. Not with all the stuff I have to submit and do. How ironic. Lol. But well, to be honest camp is about the furthest thing away from my mind right now. Well, back to work again. Ciaoz.

Heyo. Well. Today was my church Family day ! *shrieks happily* I had SO much fun sia! Haha. Although in the morning cannot really wake up. Met Christabel at Payar Lebar where I chiong for the mrt then it was on to Clarke Quay for the Carnival. ^-^ when we got there... We put our bags in the tent and then went around to look and the different games (stations) that we could try. I wanted to play the fishie station but it wasn't open yet. So we tried Basketball instead. I was doing fine and then I started laughing so all my shots went to the right. lol. But I still got choccies. ^-^ So I'm happy! Hehe. We also went to try Pie Throwing but I missed. =( Then after that there were indoor games which were really coooooool. ^-^ And then after that I played the fishie game! Didn't manage to catch alot but some others helped me. So I have *quite* alot of fishies now. ^-^ Except some of them seem to be dying really fast. =( Fishie trauma ? I hope not. Lol. But it was really really c...

Hmmm.... I finally decided to write something! Haha! Although this entry *may* be short... At least I did bother to write something right? Heeee.=P Anyways... I had the best weekend of my life. ^-^ Saturday was indoor games day at church... And our group won! Hurray for Spongebob ! Haha. =P Sunday service was awesome... And the meeting after that too of course. ^-^ I even managed to jam abit on the guitar. ^-^ And then I stayed over at Joycie 's house! Wahaha! I had soooo much fun ! Heeeeez. =P Must do it again sometimes soon hehe! As can be seen I'm really happie lately! ^-^ Got nice new stuff! My mummie bought clothes for me! ^-^ So yes... Feeling very on top of the world right now. ^-^ not only because of all the nice new stuff la. -.-" Lol. Sunday was really awesome... And that's why I'm so happy too! ^-^ Hehehe. ^-^ I was blog surfing for awhile and yeah... It made me kinda nostalgic. Lol. 2005 is ending soon... It's so fast! hayai desu~ I can't bel...

Heyo... Hmm... I only have 3 weeks left of my holidays... That's so sad. u.u But so far I've been enjoying myself and just chilling out.=P Hmm... I know I haven't been updating much... But the truth is that I really don't have much to say nowadays... I suppose I could always post what I'm thinking... But somehow doing that doesn't really appeal to me... Blah. Well... Till when I can write better entries... Tata.

Heyo! I'm finally back. Wahahaha. Well... Attachment has finally ended. For which I'm very grateful. So now I finally have some time to relax... and finally breathe. I'm still feeling really exhausted though. Hope it passes really soon. And for some odd reason... I can't really think of anything to say... Lol. I guess I have been rather quiet lately. I'll update when I have more to say. Tata.

Heyo. Right. I know i haven't been blogging at all. But i seriously don't have the energy to. I'm sorry. Anyways. When I'm better I promise I'll update again. Till then. Ciaoz.

Heyo. Hmm. I am extremely BORED . So i decided to blog. I doubt anyon still reads judging from the tagboard but like whatever i guess. Anyways i just wanted to blog about something that happened to me earlier on today... and left me very disappointed. What happened was that i asked my friend to teach me something for fun. ( This is someone whom i consider to be a close friend... But i think... That has maybe changed) He refused to teach it to me ( That's okay. It doesn't really matter. I wanted to learn it for fun anyways ) saying that i might use that to blackmail people . RIGHT. That was what really hurt and i definitely DID NOT expect that coming. I know i'm not perfect. I have my shortcomings. Yes, I do enjoy occasional gossips and stuffs. I'm not perfect. But then i have done my best to NEVER BLACKMAIL anyone and even if it someone i totally dislike someone, i still wouldn't do it. I would never intentionally blackmail someone especially if i get to read thier ...

Heyo. Hmm. I've juz been reading my archives and i realize that my entries have all been pretty short compared to when i 1st started blogging. Guess less time nowadaes? lol. Aniwaz i'm gonna do a recap of the past 2 weeks so bear with me okie. Thanks. Last week was LTD 2005. ^-^ YAY !! It was AWESOME . Haha. No words can describe what happened there... Haha.... The way God 's presence fell, His awesome presence that seemed to be ever-present in the worship hall, the way everyone was so united in praying and responding to God ... It was totally mind-blowing. Also the way people prayed for each other it's like WOW . Haha. Reallie. it was indescribable . I miss camp already. Haha. Shine was really good too and funny at the same time! He can strike a good balance between being serious and being entertaining. ^-^ And i think the topics that he covered were exactly what we needed to hear or stuff that we needed to know. ^-^ but haha.... Coming out from that atmosphere of fai...

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Heyo. I am extremely bored so i stole this off my friend's blog. And it's not as if everyone's gonna read the whole thing rite? Lol. Okie. So here goes. ^-^ THREE NAMES YOU GO BY : 1. Pris 2. Prisi 3. Prisi Lala -.-" THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD: 1. Asa no tsubasa 2. Neko-chan 3. Falling Rain THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE : 1. Cantonese 2.Teochew 3. Peranakan THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU : 1. Beetles and maggots 2. Being a bother 3. Getting hurt THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS : 1. Sleep 2. Food 3. Chatting on the phone THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW: 1. Purple hairpin 2. Fossil Watch 3. Adidas skirt THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS OR MUSICAL ARTISTS: 1.Steven Curtis Chapman 2. Avalon 3. Do As Infinity THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS : 1. If My People Pray 2. Magnificent Obsession 3. Tangerine Dream THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP : 1. Trust 2. Commitment 3. For life TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE (in no particular order) : 1. I used to do ballet 2. I used to climb...

heyo. Working in NUS seriously SUX. I HATE IT. I want to GET OUT of here. Someone save me please.

Heyo all. i'm finally updating my blog. Wahahaa. aniwaz i'm getting more used to the lifestyle in NUS. Although i still want it to be over ASAP . Lol. Well... SOS starts todae. =) Kinda lookin forward to it althoguh i'm a lil' scared that i'll be too tired at work but i'll try. =) Updates from GSS : I bought a black formal top from G2000 and covered toe kitten heels from Prettyfit for my formal meeting back in TP last Friday. I was so happie cos the meeting went quite well and the boss gave us friday OFF ! YAY! i was sooo happie! Hehe. ^-^ hope there will be more days like tat but i seriously doubt so. Lol. I went to watch Madasgascar too! And the penguins are reallie pyschotic. Lol. All in all last fridae was fun.=) I also sent my Roy kor off at the airport and visited the PC show at Expo. All in all a pretty hectic day but i enjoyed myself. ^-^ Now i wanna eat Ikea hotdogs! Been cravin for them since yesterdae. Muahaha. Okie off ...

Heyo. I tried blogging earlier . But blogger has a prob. Blah . And i love what Da Jie left in reply to my tag on his blog - " Blah you back". Haha . So nonsense. Aniwaz i'm still not used to working in NUS . But i guess i'll get thru this week some how with help from God . Okie. I'm off. Tata. Take care peeps and have a wonderful week. X)

Heyo. I'm supposed to be working now. Haha. But as usual, i'm slacking. Aniwaz i'm not reallie enjoying the office atmosphere it just seems to get me down and discouraged. Oh well. but i know i'll still be fine in the end. =) Looking forward to the next time i can go back to TP. Reallie can't wait till our SIP ends for the moment lah. Aniwaz my mind is a BIG BLANK. Haha. The GSS has started le. Can't wait to go shopping sia. Although i have NO IDEA what to buy . Maybe i shall start with my laptop? haha. Well. I'll see. Tata peeps. Have a lovely week. X)

Heyo! Todae was a reallie fun day!! Wheeee!! ^-^ Haha... Work was surprisingly busy today so i didn't get to play Lumines but then i'm reallie not complaining COS i get to go back to TP tomorrow ~!!!! SO HAPPY !! I'm like starting to miss TP loads man. Especially the food and size. NUS is so BIG and hilly that it's so hard to find our way around. Especially for blur sotongs like me!!! Haha! Overall though, i must say workin in NUS has been quite an interesting experience aniwaz... JZ came ALL THE WAY to NUS 2 find me!! hehe~ i was so happie 2 see her!! I like squealed and then ran to meet her. in heels . ^-^ Lol. Of cos Dot Dot came too! and then we all met Joy joy had dinner in Parkway and then went to Joy joy 's house to see Beanie ! hehe!=) all in all a really enjoyable day. ^-^ aniwaz i'm slpy so i'm gonna get goin! Tata!~ ^-^

heyo. today is my 2nd day of work. And we're still slacking around. lol. We're supposed to be doing some usability testing thing. But then... it's down . Wahaha. So we all can do our own stuff. ^-^ But the printer has gone mad. Wheeee. I'm gettin slpy sia. there's absolutely nothing to do.=S but i like the comp i'm using cos the desktop has a pic of 2 bunnies!!! Kawaii ne~~~ I love bunnies! Hehehe... Aniwaz i'm feeling pretty cheerful.^-^ Thinking of changing my bloggie layout but this layout is still pretty new so contemplating to do so or not. Haha... But i'm been surfing Blogskins so got alot of new designs in my folder. ^-^ I'm juz waitin for my da jie to teach me how to design my own layouts. =) Can't wait! Hehehe... I have my guitar back!! Yay! pretty happie abt tat... Although the strings always go out of tune after i play it for awhile. Like 15 mins? -.-" DOTX . Ahahah. I'm feeeling tireeed... From doing nothing. Feeling hungry ...

Heyo. Okaaay~ i don't reallie know why i'm not in the mood to blog. But i'm juz doing so for the sake of doing so. Haha. beeen feelin reallie tired lately and my work starts on Tue. Kinda not-looking forward to it but oh well. The holiday didn't feel loooong enough. Blah. And now my mum is laughing at me cos i'm soo blur. Well. time to go i guess. Cioaz! Have a gd week! ^-^

Heyo!! Okie todae i'm up a lil' later. Ahahaha. I couldn't sleep last nite.-.-; BOO. The air con wasn't cold enough so i tossed and turned for about 2 hrs until like 3am? When i finally fell aslp and awoke at 5 am again. These are times i acutally checked my phone not counting countless other times that i woke up. Blah. It was horrible. Aniwaz i tink i fell back aslp anyhow and awoke at 10am. Zzzz. I wanted to wake up like around 9. Well well nvm. At least i feel somewhat well-rested. i don't reallie like the weather todae though. So humid. Everything's sticky. =S i hope it either rains or become hotter. I can't stand humidity. Aniwaz yesterdae i indulged myself in some retail theraphy ! Ahahaha! Wheeee!! It was fun!! ^-^ I finally bought my Adidas Mary Jane clutch! Wahahaha... And some other stuff. But i'm happiest with my handbag! Hahaha... Also bought black platforms from Novo . Hopefully on my next shopping spree i can head down to Orch...

Heyo! I'm up early todae!! Yay!!! hahahha... But now i dunno wat to sae.=s Hmm. I feel like changin my bloggie layout again! haha... Although i reallie love this layout but i guess the layout makes it a bit troublesome to read long posts? Well... i'll see if something else catches my eye! ^-^ Aniwaz my holidaes are almost over! So sad rite? Boooo. Haha... But at least my holidaes were well spent. Which is more than i can say for most of my holidaes (cos i usually juz slack off for the majority of them ahaha.) Learnt some important lessons while workin in the factory and i still miss the people there. Kinda miss the place too even though it's a tough job. haha. Went for Senior Youth and Togetherness Chalet... Not forgetting all the bbqs... Ahahaha.... And even after all the hectic-nessi still have time to take a breather! So not too bad. ^-^ And i still have money left over! Ahaha... So happie. But still tryin to limit my spending. =) I haven't gone a mad shop...

Heyo!!! I'm back!! Haha. Senior youth chalet was really fun! Had a great time and thoroughly enjoyed myself! ^-^ Gonna miss seeing the R.O.C.Kers everyday. Haha. I learnt something new about myself which kinda surprised me.... Haha. But i guess there is truth in what i learnt. So i must work harder on my character. Aniwaz life's been good. Although i keep feeling exhausted especially at home. Sometimes staying at home is so draining. Haha. Dunno what's wrong at home although i guess my parents would say that i've not been spendin time at home? I understand the importance of family ties ( or i'm tryin too. Lol.) but then it's so hard to go home when i'm happier elsewhere for example, places like in church, just chilling with friends or even in places like school or work. Somehow, going home just takes all the virtue out of me. But i reallie thank God for my lil' bro. Haha. He's the sweeetest cutest lil' bro in the whole wide world. Hehe .^-^ I wou...

Heyo. Okie. Quite a few people have been asking me to update my bloggiee... So i shall. Hehe. =P Anyways, i've quit my job and i'm really sad cos i'm gonna miss the people who work there loads . Especially everyone who was so kind to me and of cos my dear JZ who always looks out for me cos she knows how blur i am. hehe... Thanks LOADS to ya gal. Gonna miss ya loads. But then again, there is also tons of stuff to look forward to such as - Senior Youth Chalet that starts next week!! Yay !!! ^-^ Although i've also been having pretty mixed feelings about that becos it means that reach out to my frenz. Another thing that i'm really excited about is ISLAND R U S H 2005 !! Wheeeee!! I know that all of us are just gonna have an awesome time!! Well... Anyways i just wanted to post something concerning the word revelation tonight. Now what does the word revelation really mean? According to the dictionary, the word revelation means a manifestation of divine will or truth...

Heyo. Tonight, I shall talk about Spiritual Thinking . The key verse is Romans 8:5-8 . 5Those who live according to the sinful nature have their minds set on what that nature desires; but those who live in accordance with the Spirit have their minds set on what the Spirit desires. 6The mind of sinful man[ a ] is death, but the mind controlled by the Spirit is life and peace; 7the sinful mind[ b ] is hostile to God. It does not submit to God's law, nor can it do so. 8Those controlled by the sinful nature cannot please God. And did you know it's still possible to die even when you're saved? If you are carnally minded . To me, that's really scary. Anyways, the part that hit me hard in the above scripture is verse 7 (which is in bold ). Because the sinful mind does not and it can not submit to God's law and no matter how hard we try, we won't be able to please God if we live according to our flesh. So what does that mean? It means that we have to be spiritually m...

I WANT CHOCCIES!! Blah. i tink i'm goin mad. haha... Aniwaz i'm workin at a factory. And no i can't sae which cos if i intend to sae stuff abt wat goes on in there... i might get sued . Aniwaz i tink i'm seriously goin nuts but i'm startin to get used to my job now. And no it's not easy . But working there has shown me a side of reality tat i wouldn't be able to see. Aniwaz the supervisors are reallie nice. =) And i tink everything's been okie lately.=) so i'm quite happie. Except i feel hungry all the time.=X haha... aniwaz i'm tired so i'm goin off! tata! ^-^

I feel horrible. I guess this is adulthood? Despite feeling so upset, Church was awesome... But lately i feel so emo . Todae's service was awesome... Reallie awesome... I couldn't stop crying... God was there . And when i finally poured out my entire soul to Him . He answered me. =) Lately life seems to juz keep crashing down on me. But then again. I'll keep walkin on. And if i can't walk... Well... I'll juz crawl. But i will never give up this race. I guess lately the onli person who reallie seems to understand what i'm goin through is God . I guess i shld learn to be thankful though. For all i have in life.=) I'm blessed . =) I remember Bro. Amos was talkin abt something todae that you might lose frenz over what you believe in. And well.... i guess he was onli too rite? Lol. But i want to honor God. I guess some people would say that i'm a hypocrite and that i don't live rite... But then... I'm onli human. And i fall. So many times... But no...

Heyo. Haha. Okie. Now to update on my life. Since i haven't been updating. =X Okie. I've been hard at work . I'm now workin at a factory... which is pretty tough but i guess i'm slowly getting used to it. Aniwaz... I kinda have a bad hradache... So tat's all for now! Tata! ^-^

Heyo. I'm finally back blogging. Haaha... Aniwaz i'm gonna be reallie bz for awhile. haha...So won't be blogging. Okie tata.=)

Heyo. I've been feeling reallie tired lately. I have no idea wat's wrong with me. been feelin upset. Been a bit more on the touchy side so i'm sorrie if i've offended anyone. But aniwaz i still have awesome frenz who've been there for me.=) thanks everyone. Dunno wat i'd do w/o u peeps. Guess life is being a lil' tough on me rite now. haha... Well... I'll keep trying though. =) to do my best in everything and in all things give Him honor (to my best ability) . I tink i'll go jam on my guitar later. I reallie need it. Well peeps... Encouragement rite now wld be awesome.=) tatata~

Heyo. Well well... I'm on study break now. haha... 1 week... I've been studying. But i reallie reallie wish i could have gone for the lock-in. But well... There's alwaz the next chance rite?=) And aniwaz... God did promise me some stuff even if i didn't go... So i'll be content . =) Godliness with contentmen t is GREAT gain . Haha... I seem to keep reminding myself about it. Lol. Aniwaz been studying... Haha... Todae was great. Spent it studyin with Kel, Xing Yi, Ivy and Ryu . Haaha. Played a bit of guitar as well. Aniwaz i'm gettin tired so i'm goin off. Hehe. Tata~

If My People Pray - Avalon Now is the season for healing Deeply we need to see God 's mercy revealing Where we have fallen from His way For we know He gives hope to the humble Gives light in the darkness And grace when we stumble Let us call on His name together Knowing He will say ... If My people pray And reach for Me with hearts that are broken I will not forget what I've spoken Come and seek My face And heaven will rain Rivers of My grace overflowing Night and day My ears will be open If My people pray Now is the day to awaken To pray with conviction For the souls of the nation So let us call on His name Whose faithful promise still remains .. If My people pray (If My people who are called by My name) And reach for Me with hearts that are broken (Humble themselves and pray) I will not forget what I've spoken Come and seek My face (Seek Me) And heaven will rain (If My people who are called by My name) Rivers of My grace overflowing (Turn from their wicked ways) Night a...

Heyo. Well, well...It's the end of Year 2 sem 2 ! Tat's reallie fast. But then i'm reallie glad it's over though. =) It was an INTERESTING experience to say the most and i definitely learnt alot from being in this class. Well... Now it's only exams and then we end! Yay!! Hahaha... I can't go for the Youth Lock-In @ Punggol though. Grrrr. I was so looking forward to tat. =S But then i shall study to show myself approved . And there'll be other opportunities aniwaz. =) .Studies come first this Season . Today i went for School Of Prayer. Man. It was AWESOME and mind-blowing to say the least. I'd like to share a bit more but then the stuff tat happened is pretty personal. =) So i don't tink i'll say it here. =) But one thing tat i definitely need more of is ... Consistency in my walk with God . And i guess.... I should take the handcuffs of my God and let Him show Himself strong . After all, He knows what is goin on... And hey... Despite what...

Heyo. Actually. I typed a long entry last nite. But my computer screen went blank and blogger deleted it. Haiz. So now i'm typing out another entry and this time. I shall SAVE it before something goes wrong again. Aniwaz... Yesterdae i went to play with Joycie's puppy!=P It's only 4 mths old and it's called Beanie ! the Sheltie~=P hehehehe...=P Aiyo~~ It's so KAWAII~~~~ Hehehe... Juz like a little ball of fluff and she doesn't walk! Hahaha... She jumps!!! SOOOOOO CUTE !!! Must go back and play with her again. =P Aniwaz i went to watch ハウルの動く城 (Haoru No Ugoku Shiro) By Hayao Miyazaki and Studio Ghibli . IT's a fantastic show!! Hahaha... Love it!=) Watched it twice already in the cinema. Hehehehe.=P I actually typed a detailed explanation of it last nite but now i'm too tired to do so... So i'll juz say it tat anime fans should definitely catch it especially if they like Studio Ghibli 's work. As usual the storyline and artwork as well as a...

Heyo. Okie... i'm like FINALLY updating. hahahaha. Cos all i see on my taggie is the word "update!" sheeeeeeeeeeeesh. -.-; Lol. =P Aniwaz my life has been VERY interesting lately. hahaha. Omoshiroi desu~ Well... Aniwaz. Wat's reallie interesting is that a couple of weeks ago i prayed for God to send me more trials and i guess here they are . Wheee! hahaha. I remember someone telling me i was very brave to pray tat prayer cos God wld answer it. Hahaha... Well... But i guess i still want a deeper relationship with Him above all. Aniwaz i guess the trials are here. =) So i shall smile and dance my way through both of them. =) or i'll try to at any rate. After all i pray for it so i've been expecting it so i shld be happie that God answered my prayer rite? =) But still it's not gettin easier though... =X Aniwaz most of my projs are finally over. Yay! . hahahaha. But then comes exams. Boo. Aniwaz i'm gonna study hard for them and do them well to God...

heyo. Not much to sae tonight. Juz this. Say The Name Say the name of Jesus Say the name of Jesus Say the name so precious No other name I know Say the name That can calm your fears And dry your tears And wipe away your pain When you don't knoe what else to say And you can't find the words to pray Just say the name Jesus , Jesus He 's gonna make a way When you say Jesus , Jesus ~ When you don't know what else to say And you can't find the words to pray When you can't make it through another day Just say... the name...

Heyo. Ermm. Rite todae is a scarey dae. eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeepx Da Jie has CP and my grandma juz had a heart attack.=X eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeepx . Scarey.=X Aniwaz i hope both of them get well soon.=) Todae was pretty good.=) Played badminton and then went off to church.=)Made a new fren.=) then we went to her house to change but she has a music room.=) WOOT! so coool.=) At church we watched a video then i prayed with Grace for a bit... it was gooooooooooooooooooooooood .=) and there's badminton next wk again from 3-5 yay!=) interested peeps pls msg/call me okie? =) But onli if u knoe me personally and u have my hp no. =) Hmm... wanted to write a poem. But i tink i'll leave it for another dae.=) Cheerio peepx!=) Take care and tag me!=P

Heyo. Hmm... 1st i wanna thank everyone who took the time 2 drop by my blog and tagged me. ^-^ THANK YOU SO MUCH! ^-^ Reading those tags on my blog made me feel happie! ^-^ Since everyone seems to like tis design. ^-^ I Hmm... I still can't get the playlist goin though.-.-' although i already uploaded all my songs online. SO hang tight! I WILL get it to work soon. Haha. Well... I tink todae was like one of the worst daes i had in a loong time. It seriously SUCKED . I got so darn frustrated. Aniwaz thanx once again to my Ryuu , Da Jie and CM . All of u made my dae in some way or another. =) Reallie appreciate it. =) Aniwaz... Hurray! for Trigger Happy TV . Wheee! Hahaha... The utterly LAME and DUMB clips made me burst out into laughter despite my horrendous mood. Lol. ^-^ But i utterly love it after watching it tonite. Hehehe.=P Aniwaz u can click on the "Trigger Happy TV" for some of the videoclips. ^-^ Another reallie cool website to go to go to if u...

Heya. This is my new layout. ^-^ Pretty yeah? and now i'm darn tired from tryin to get it to work. So cheerio. WIll oso be adding songs here when i'm not to tired. Cheerio.

Heh. This is the weekend before term test and as usual. Dread kicks in as usual. I did a bit of studying today as well as havin fun celebrating Seline's B'dae. ^-^ But fun's over till thursday when my exams end and we get a break of one week which will be absolutely filled with project work . Oh joy. I juz can't wait. Anyways it's been a while since i've been self-reliant. Heh. Guess it was all a dream. Let me add... A dream i didn't wanna wake up from. But well. Reality alwaz kicks in yeah? =) And reality is harsh... So harsh . Let's just hope i can do well for my exams...And be self-reliant. Wonder whether i still have it in me or whether i'm become to dependent on my frenz? Well... It's a good test to see what i'm made off. And then i'll just take it step by step from there once again...=) And somehow... I WILL MAKE IT .

Hello! I'm finally back. Haaha... Well... Both Christmas and the New Year is over and we're now in 2005. =) And there's only one darn word to describe it. Busy And i don't like it. LOl. haix. I'm still missing last sem's class pretty badly although i guess i'm better adjusted now. And i changed my hp no. But the stooopid SIM card is giving me problems. I guess i better go change it. And i FINALLY got my MuVo V200 . Yay!! Since my blog is kinda dead i decided to update since we're not doing anything much now. Surprisingly i didn't make any New Year resolutions. But i shall give this year my best shot and tat includes: 1) Doin' well in my studies. 2) B-A-L-A-N-C-E. 3) Drawing closer to God 4) And try to be consistent in my walk with God . Nevertheless i'm reallie starting to really dislike school. Especially the subjects taught this sem. Higher level subs taught in shorter levels of time for M-A-X-I-M-UM stress levels. Bl...