lifesong.

I want my life back please. Like right NOW . Thank you.

Remember... Whatever you go through, it's always to help someone else.

A truly awesome experience.=) Nuff said.

Matthew 16:26 26For what will it profit a man if he gains the whole world and forfeits his life [his blessed life in the kingdom of God]? Or what would a man give as an exchange for his [blessed] life [in the kingdom of God]? 1 John 2:16-17 16For all that is in the world--the lust of the flesh [craving for sensual gratification] and the lust of the eyes [greedy longings of the mind] and the pride of life [assurance in one's own resources or in the stability of earthly things] --these do not come from the Father but are from the world [itself]. 17And the world passes away and disappears, and with it the forbidden cravings (the passionate desires, the lust) of it; but he who does the will of God and carries out His purposes in his life abides (remains) forever. Not sure why I decided to do this, but just felt that it's been on my heart. Haha. Well... Most girls (including me) love shopping, so this entry is gonna serve as a reminder (to me) for what i'm really here for and t...

Hmm... Generally i'm not in the habit of doing things like this but since I've got several lengthy posts about to be posted, thought i'd do this for fun. Hee.=) 1. Do the following WITHOUT complaints 2. Choose 5 people to do this after you've completed yours 3. Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she has been tagged 4. Start your post with a "I've been tagged" then do this... Favourites favourite colour(s): Purple,black,blue, silver, muted gold. favourite food: Meiji choccies, subway's cheese steak, fish soup, creamy past cereal prawns and stingray!! favorite song(s): Enter in. favourite movie: The Cat Returns (NOT to be confused with Cat woman), Spirited Away, Howl's Moving Castle, Take the Lead. sport: Badminton favourite day of the week: hmm. The weekend? favourite season: Autumn. favourite ice-cream: B&J's cookie dough Currents current mood: lazy current taste: bread current clothes: tank and shorts current toenail: ?? al...

Psalm 23 A Psalm of David The LORD is my shepherd; I shall not want. 2 He makes me to lie down in green pastures; He leads me beside the still waters. 3 He restores my soul; He leads me in the paths of righteousness For His name’s sake. 4 Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil; For You are with me; Your rod and Your staff, they comfort me . 5 You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies; You anoint my head with oil; My cup runs over. 6 Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me All the days of my life; And I will dwell in the house of the LORD Forever. One of God's most comforting promises to us. Amen.

Hmm. Lately things have been different. Especially after camp. Although I'm hard pressed to say what has changed...But in some ways things have been different. During camp, managed to touch alot of issues. It was painful... But ultimately... It was beneficial. =) I feel more like myself. Haven't felt that in a loong loong time. And it felt good. I guess it's a lil' late to be talking camp since it was over like 2 weeks ago... And it all seems so faraway since we're back, cos camp is as removed as we can get without actually leaving the country that is. Lol. This year the beach looks so modern it's sad. It's also alot more crowded than past years. But well, all in the name of progressing forward isn't it. The campsite is tucked away behind the new TP tourism campus (and i've finally graduated. Lol) and it's relatively old and run down. But it has been the place of major spiritual victories.=) After having had camp there for so many years, there...

Hello! I'm finally back. Hahahaha. Did anyone miss me much?=P Nah I'm just kidding. So i FINALLY (yes, finally ) found a layout that i actually like and i'm going to continue blogging again. Wahaha. =P Somehow, when I don't like my layout, I don't have the motivation to blog. Lol. Well moving on.... Been a long loong time since I've updated so quite alot of stuff has happened. Of course, if you're close to me you know what has been happening, soooo I shan't bore everyone with the details here. Haha. IF you really feel you need to know then invite me out for coffee.=P Anyway, life has been pretty hectic since I just came back from youth camp. It was really awesome . =) Camp just gets better year after after. Haha. But, I'l blog about it some other time. Haha. So today, went for prayer meeting then went out for supper with some of the people. Had fun.=) Haha... Should do it again sometime soon...=) Anyways... I'm really sleepy so off i go! Bye!

Hello! New design!! Once I'm happy and finish editing i'll start posting entries again! Sorry for the long holiday! Haha.

Right. I'm BORED. I came to school for a meeting...But some people aren't here yet so we're like waiting around for them. Haha. Like waiting for like an hour. Oh well. Haha. But I love school too much so I don't mind coming down as long as I have people with me. Hehe. ^-^ Yes I know most of you think I'm wierd for saying that but yeah. I really love TP. Haha. Anyways so I'm chilling in the school library now and blogging (which is actually what I used to do when I first came to TP in like Year 1 except I'm on level 2 and not level 3 and there's no music playing anymore ) Lol. Ahh. Nostalgia . Lol. Realized that I do most of my blogging from home now instead of school... which is a big change from when I first started. Haha. Also, the english has changed and stuff like that. Lol. Oh well. Nothing much more to say so I shall end here. Haha. Byebye.

Heyo. Wow...I can't believe it's only a week since I posted an entry because it feels like it's been forever. Sometimes time goes so fast that I feel like screaming "STOP!" and then there're other times that time crawls by and you wish it'd hurry up. lol. Well...The last week has been really really stressful. What with projects due and of course our final year presentation... But that's over. It wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. So for that I really thank God . Because I know I couldn't have done it without Him . =) I haven't been going to church as much as I would like to since there's so much to do (including exams on Monday *sweatdrop*) so I've taken to praying before I sleep, on the bus and when I'm just generally walking along the road to the bus stop, to school or someplace and the beauty of His creation never feels to amaze me. =) Especially when I see the wind move through the trees and scatter the leaves on the si...

Well. Today had lotsa fun. But alternatively been very stressed. It's been a long time since I've been pushed to my breaking limit...or been this close to snapping. I also realized that i'm super spoilt . haiz . I just hope that people who've seen me will not base who I am as a person just on one encounter because lately I just haven't been myself. I think I've been somewhat irrational due to all the pressure. hey. it's not easy being me okay. I'm not perfect . At times I fall and I struggle to pick myself up. i don't have everything all together. I don't. At this point, I want to thank 3 very special people who've been listening to most of my worries, fears and insecurities and who love me for me . It's something I've learnt to treasure because I don't have anything to prove to them and they accept me for who I am, warts and all. I've very thankful for all of you and I'm looking forward to having more good times.=) Tha...

Stress doesn't even come close to what I'm feeling now. Seriously.

Heyo. Lately I seem to have alot on my mind. For one thing, it's just been project after project. But it's Final Year so yeah, I *kind of* expected it. Well... It's down to the last few weeks... Haha. So I'm relieved but worried at the same time. I'm also toying with the idea of making my blog private cos well... I don't really feel comfortable with writing lotsa stuff here. Yeah. Sure, I know it's my blog so I technically have the right to write whatever I want to write. But somehow I don't feel like posting what's on my heart or anything like that...So it actually defeats the purpose of me having this blog. lol. Oh well. I guess I'll think about it.

Hello all. Haha.... Well... First and foremost... Happy Chinese New Year! Hope that everyone has collected lotsa lotsa ang pows so after this everyone can go shopping. Hahaha.=P Anyways I'm blogging from up in M'sia. It's my last nite here actually. Haha. I'm coming home tomorrow but not in time for church so... I'm a bit sad about that. Anyways this time i wasn't so homesick. Haha. I guess it's cos we were so busy like visiting and stuff. Haha. Anyways, Malaysia has changed so much since I came last year. Haha. They have all my fave shops here...Some are cheaper...And some are not. Haha. I went shopping today... Was hoping to get some nice shoes...But didn't see anything that i reallie liked...So I just bought 2 tops. haha. Well. I didn't buy them. My mummy did. =P It was really really nice of her to do so though. =) Haha. This time I can say i more or less did enjoy myself compared to the previous times. =) I guess it's becos my daddie brought...

Hello. I'm very s-t-r-e-s-s-s-s-e-d. Haha. But something's on my mind and I just cant shake it off. And it's... CHINESE ORANGES! Wahahaha. =P I really really REALLY like that loads and I can eat up to like 30-5o a day. But that'd only make me fall sick. *sniff* Anyways, CNY is just around the corner so I guess loads of people are excited cos it means more $$! Haha. Of course there has to be all that yummy food like roast pork and pineapple tarts (which also puts you at risk of gaining more weight =P) But since it only comes around once a year I guess not many people care. Haha. ^-^ For me, my favourite absolutely has to be the oranges. Hehe. Trying to restrain myself from eating too many. =P Oh. And I only like the sweet ones.=P Anyways, since it's the new year I guess most people would like to go and buy new clothes too. Hee.=P Normally I'm no exception but this year...I'm trying to keep my spending down to a minimum since you never know when money may...

Okay. I love this layout. Haha. Spent like half the nite adding the links and choosing the colors. But i so love it. Haha. Now I'm too tired to blog. So I'll do so like tomorrow maybe when I also do some minor changes and add the linkies. -.-" haha. Tata!

Friend Friend... There will never be a friend As dear to me as You There will never be another Closer than a brother Friend... Always worth the wait As patient as the day You say...We are friends. You know all about me... The good and the bad You know when I rise, and fall You see my beginning, You stand at the end And yet You remain faithful to say... I'm Your friend. Well. I just read something that completely broke my heart. It hurts to think that someone so close to me would actually think so little of me. Then again. We're only close in name. And not actually close, like say close friends. The person doesn't understand me at all. So yeah. I shouldn't have been so surprised and I should have just expected it. Lol. Whatever it is, it's over already. So I won't care. I guess I could explain myself but I don't see how it'd help. And anyways, my CONSCIENCE is CLEAR. That person can really go and CUT OFF HIS HEAD as he wrote so nicely in that email...